an unemployed employer

How ironic can i get? Is this because I'm fed up with a life that's not a life at all? And beside the happiness that's unreachable? Take my hand and walk with me, but I'm not really with you, you'll see... 'Cause I am here, physically present but my mind's sailing somewhere else where nobody knows. This is just so exciting.

if only

i was forced to close my restaurant...
if my cook didn't die then i should've still been continuin operations today...